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Interests: Making worlds throughout this universe; Creating humans and other life forms with my bare hands; Scoffing at the naivity of all the mortals in their quest to understand life; Screwing around with people's fates; Basically everything you would expect from a supreme being.
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Friday, January 13, 2006

Currently Listening
Alarm
By Namie Amuro

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- Alarm (MV)
And I changed my schedule first thing during add/drop on the 9th.  Not that significant a change though.  Took out the M375 and added Bio361T (animal physiology) between hindi and philosophy.  Also, the class is taught by Torrentera and as per Geoffrey's experience, it should be interesting.  I finally dropped that mechE seminar class (God knows why I signed up for it in the first place).  Still have no classes on Friday <3 yeay!
Next order of business:
I know not when I shall be heading back to Austin.  My father was strongly in favor of Sunday and opposed to my suggestions of Saturday.  He thinks I want to go back early so I can play Gunbound and the like.  This is, to some extent, true.  Which reminds me; Due to our disappointing GPAs and approaching MCAT / GRE, my roomate and I decided to curb our gameplay / anime-watching.  I stocked up on anime for a while; 1 episode away from being caught up with Ichigo Mashimaro, saving the last (hour special) of Bleach for tomorrow, and totally caught up with Initial D.  On the manga end, I didnt read much this break.  Just caught up with Bleach.  To do: catch up with Yakitate!, Naruto, and Deathnote (not sure about Deathnote cause I hear that L dies :/).
Back to the main subject: As it stands, I'm going back on either Sat. or Sun.  (National Championship celebration is on Sunday and the campus will most probably be hell to drive into.) -> Thus I shall try to convince father to drop me off Sat.
As a final note:  I didnt make good use of this break at all - as far as academics are concerned.  On a brighter note I think I downloaded ~35gb this break (while only uploading 5gb).  While this may not impress too many of you, I honestly ran out of stuff to download.... if only Lunar came out with their ep.63 sub before I go back....
To calculate as UT does:
BW consumption = DL + (2*UP)
55gb = 35gb + (2*5gb)
$20/month for 4gb/ week (16gb/ month) according to ITS
(55/16) * $20 = $68.75 $_$
*Since I share my internet with sibin back @ UT... i am technically limited to 2gb/week:
55gb * (1month / 8 gb) = 3.43months ^^;
I hope these numbers make up for only reading one section of Hume over the course of this break... I, however, doubt that they will.

Okay, this last sentence depressed me.  I shall go hang my head in shame.

BB FOR NOW!
-rohan


Tuesday, November 01, 2005

SPRING 2006 schedule:


Bio 371: Neuronal Basis of Brain and Behavior
M 375T: Mathematical Models in Biology
Hin 507: First-Year Hindi II
PHL 610QB: Problems of Knowledge and Valuation
Bio 101: Molecular Biology Research Seminar

opinion? suggestions?
aim me.


Friday, July 01, 2005

The weather here is great today.  The adreneline rush (which I attribute to this coming storm) is one of the reasons for me to write an entry.  This will be a mindless one.

I feel that my summer is being wasted to some extent.  Till now I've done a bit of reading (novels and manga).  I guess I owe everyone who recommended Naruto (the same ppl i scoffed at for liking it) an apology.  The manga is great.

Anyways, its been hot here lately... Imagine how bad Austin would be at this time of the year.  Thankfully, storms are a-comin.  The temperature has dropped and dark cloud are shielding us from the sunlight.  I hope it breaks after I go to work today.  That way fewer customers will stop be this evening... Yes, I am working friday and saturday evening... Feel my pain people.  I will rant about my work at a later date.

I took a few quizzes a few days back and I'll throw them in to make seem like there was some substance to this entry.  Here goes:

You scored as h4x0r. yu0 = h4x0r3!!11You are annoyed by n00bs and know what admin means. And hate them.

h4x0r


80%

Average j03


30%

n00b


20%

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Are You 1337?
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You scored as Gohan.

Gohan


100%

Vegeta


50%

piccalo


38%

Goku


25%

Krillen


25%

Trunks


25%


Gohan is the coolest!
Which Dragon ball z character are u?

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You scored as Day horny. You get horny during the daytime. Evenings and mornings are bed time... for sleeping, that is. You like to have it at the same time you are having your daily activities. You may want do it anywhere: workplace, school, in bus, train, after returning home. But your companion might not want to do it the daytime, but leave the cherry of the cake for more sacred time.

Night horny


100%

Morning horny


100%

Day horny


100%


Bring it one =P *
How HORNY are you after all?

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You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative


94%

Postmodernist


75%

Existentialist


69%

Materialist


69%

Romanticist


69%

Modernist


56%

Idealist


50%

Fundamentalist


31%


Really?  What does this mean?
What is Your World View? (updated)
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You scored as asian. Yur Asian!

asian


75%

white


33%

black


17%

latino


17%


17% Black?? OMG toss me the bleach!
Are you a different race than you think you are?

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* the answers to the "How HORNY are you" quiz were systematically chosen to portray me in the most favorable light =D


Saturday, March 26, 2005

Honestly, how retarded is this:
hindustani1987 Highway
Bog of Eternal Marriage3
Mt. Happiness24
Wealthville55
Tower of Commitment113
Childbirth Hospital271
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Where are you on the highway of life?
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Error #1:  If the distances are 'linear' then 1 'mile' on this 'roadsign' is equivalent to (at most) .2 years in real life..
max age of childbirth is 40 (yuck)?..... and that is shown as 200+ 'miles'..... so at least 5 'miles' is = to 1 year
Thus:... I am to be married within the next .6 years..... :yikes:: I gotta check up on my parents activities.... or will I end up proposing to someone?.... I'd rather the latter...

Error #2: Commitment comes after marriage?!?! wtf...  Marriage without commitment is below me... sorry

YEAY... I DISPROVED A DUMB ONLINE QUIZ.... what has my life come down to?


Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Currently Playing
Valenti [Bonus Track]
By Boa
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Ah.
- Long time no update yet again.
- I have nothing to update with, except a paper I wrote for literature.
**notice the horrible metaphor our prof pointed out in class (sprinkled forshadowing) :P
- my attempts at taming the english language are at best oh so disheartening.  But I made up for it with my last Genetics test.**

Read on and revel in its inferiority (the literature paper).
________________________________________________________

The Oak-Paneled Bed… and Death

The significance of parallel elements in Wuthering Heights

Wuthering Heights is a Victorian era novel which presents the reader with a unique form of demonic love or hate between certain characters.  Even if a reader goes through this novel without much thought to anything but the plotline, they will notice that Emily Bronte generously sprinkled heavy foreshadowing into the story, along with references to other parts within the novel.  With some analysis and effort, we realize all the parallels hidden within this novel.

When reading this book we realize many recurring themes – particularly that of oak-paneled bed and Catherine Earnshaw’s spiritual presence on the moors.  Our first encounter with this imagery comes in the form of Mr. Lockwood’s dream during his first night’s stay at Wuthering Heights.  When we first encounter this scene, we think of it as nothing else than a slightly horrific dream induced by the strangeness of the household.  Later on, however, we find that there lies a more profound significance to the use of parallels and symbolisms in the theme of Catherine Earnshaw’s spiritual presence on the moors, and Mr. Lockwood’s subsequent nightmare.

            Although Mr. Lockwood has no idea of Catherine’s identity, reading her name and rummaging through her journal seems to mysteriously implant a seed of horror into his mind.  In his dream Lockwood was annoyed by the scraping sound of a branch upon the window, but when he reached out towards the branch, his “fingers closed on the fingers of a little, ice-cold hand!”  The name of ‘Catherine Linton’ first came to his mind, although he “had read Earnshaw twenty times for Linton”.  This seems to imply, quite distinctly, that there is a supernatural underpinning for all occurrences at the Heights.  Lockwood’s dream is one of the most horrific images presented by Bronte throughout this novel.

            However it is necessary for the reader to encounter the second reference to the oak-paneled bed, and Catherine’s desire to be out running upon the moors, before one can realize any real significance to Lockwood’s dream.  When we encounter the segment about Catherine’s illness, we assume that she is being delusional and whatever she says is of little or no importance whatsoever.  There we are wrong.  Ironically, it seems that her delusions allowed her to see the world more clearly than ever and manifested her true emotions, which were normally hidden behind a facade of confidence and wildness.

            During her illness, Catherine tells Nelly that after her argument with Edgar, she fainted and had a dream about her childhood.  She then reminisces upon her childhood and says: “I wish I were out of doors!  I wish I were a girl again, half savage and hardy, and free… I’m sure I should be myself were I once among the heather on those hills.”  When reanalyzing this book from the beginning, we realize that the ‘little white fingers’ which grab onto Lockwood’s hand, in his dream at Wuthering Heights, may very possibly belong the Catherine Earnshaw.  The proof of Catherine Linton’s desire to be young and upon the moors is found in the aforementioned quote.  The horror of the supernatural comes into play when we realize that Lockwood, a man who for all practical purposes had no knowledge of Catherine, has a dream in which a girl, who is probably the same age as Catherine Linton wishes she were, tries to get inside her own room at Wuthering Heights – just like Catherine Linton wishes she could do.

            To make matters a little more interesting, we find yet another parallel between these two episodes – that of a decline into death.  As Lockwood brings to our attention, there are three names scratched into the wood of the oak-paneled bed at Wuthering Heights.  These names can be said to represent three different people, although in reality two out of the three names belonged to Catherine during the course of her life.  Considering these assumptions to be true, we can argue that each of the three people had definite births and death, but never coexisted as they had only one manifestation in the physical world.  One of the names, Catherine Earnshaw, was Catherine’s first ‘incarnation,’ if we may call it that.  Catherine Earnshaw was characterized by the wild girl who ran and played with Heathcliff upon the moors.  In the context of this novel, her birth was contemporaneous to Heathcliff’s acceptance into the family and her death came around the time when she and Heathcliff went to spy upon the Linton’s.  When the children were caught by Mr. and Mrs. Linton, Catherine’s fate was sealed.  The wild and playful Catherine Earnshaw ceased to exist, but in her place Catherine Linton was born.  Although the flesh and blood remained the same, Catherine Earnshaw and Catherine Linton were spiritually unrelated.  While the former was wild and uncultured, the latter was refined by the social standards of the time – while the former had a relationship of immense companionship with Heathcliff, the latter could not subject herself to the degradation of loving anyone from Heathcliff’s social status.

            Catherine Linton spent the majority of her life with Edgar Linton – in the absence of Heathcliff.  The arrival of Heathcliff led to the slow disintegration of her relationship with Linton.  Although they still loved each other, the argument which led to Catherine’s illness foretold the coming death for both Catherine Linton and the physical manifestation of Catherine.  It was during this illness that the symbolism of the moors and the oak-paneled bed was invoked once again by Bronte.  Catherine Linton dies in spirit a little after she dreams of roaming like a savage girl upon the moors.  At this point in the book the emphasis of the relation between Catherine and Heathcliff is removed and in its place we learn the story of the second generation, which has a plotline almost identical to the plot line of the first generation’s story.

            After her death, we are led to infer that Catherine is born once again in a purely spiritual sense.  In this spiritual life her bonds with Heathcliff seem to form once again and this life is the best candidate for the one name which never existed in flesh – Catherine Heathcliff.  This supernatural relationship seems to be given very little mention in the novel and that too only towards the end of Heathcliff’s own life.  The evidence of such a relationship is given to us through his behavior just preceding his death.  He began to gaze “at something within two yards distance.  And whatever it was, it communicated, apparently, both pleasure and pain… The fancied object was not fixed, either; his eyes pursued it with unwary vigilance.”  This coupled with the fact that “He muttered detached words also; the… name of Catherine, coupled with some wild term of endearment or suffering” implies very strongly that he felt a sort of spiritual presence – strong enough that he began to interact with it.

            He died soon afterwards; the role of the oak-paneled bed and the window became important once again.  We can only conjecture as to whether Catherine Heathcliff ‘dies’ again, but it is very likely that Heathcliff’s own death allowed his spirit to join Catherine’s upon the moors.  Anyhow, the fact that Heathcliff died in the oak-paneled bed seems to suggest that both finally found peace, which in a sense can be symbolized by death.

            The symbolisms in this novel are very deep and very strong – which may be why it has become one of the most well known novels written in history.  These symbolisms stretch from the association of the oak-paneled bed with death, to the similarity of the plotline between the stories of both generations.



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